Deep Ellum, Texas
“Everybody acts out a myth, but very few people know what their myth is. And you should know what your myth is because it might be a tragedy and maybe you dont want it to be.”
Almost every important thought – definitely every decision I make – takes the form of a conversation. I’ve been paying attention – this is really true. But if it is a conversation, which person is me?
And if I can figure that out – who is the other guy?
“That’s all the motorcycle is, a system of concepts worked out in steel. There’s no part in it, no shape in it, that is not out of someone’s mind […] I’ve noticed that people who have never worked with steel have trouble seeing this—that the motorcycle is primarily a mental phenomenon. They associate metal with given shapes—pipes, rods, girders, tools, parts—all of them fixed and inviolable., and think of it as primarily physical. But a person who does machining or foundry work or forger work or welding sees “steel” as having no shape at all. Steel can be any shape you want if you are skilled enough, and any shape but the one you want if you are not. Shapes, like this tappet, are what you arrive at, what you give to the steel. Steel has no more shape than this old pile of dirt on the engine here. These shapes are all of someone’s mind. That’s important to see. The steel? Hell, even the steel is out of someone’s mind. There’s no steel in nature. Anyone from the Bronze Age could have told you that. All nature has is a potential for steel. There’s nothing else there.”
― Robert M. Pirsig, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values
Downtown Decatur, Texas
Damian Priour, Austin
2000 fossil limestone, glass, steel
In Memory of Buddy Langston 1947-2004
Life consists of making the decision of what you are going to do in the next split second. Nothing else exists other than the process of making that decision and executing it. Everything else is an illusion.
What if I make the wrong choice? What if I choose something that limits my future choices? What if I paint myself into a corner?
I didn’t say it was easy. I didn’t say it was a good thing. All I said is that that is all there is.
I thought that life was pain! I thought that life was suffering!
It is. Pain is choice. It is. Choice is suffering.
But if choice is all there is… and I can choose whatever I want – then I am totally free.
Choice is freedom. Total choice is total freedom. Freedom is all there is.
So I am totally free.
Yes – but if life is pain and suffering and choice is also freedom – then life is freedom.
But freedom is pain and suffering.
Freedom is suffering?
I get it.
Yes, you do.